Jag dog igår.

3:46 3 Jul 2014

Så. Igår hände det så slutligen. Jag dog.

Ni kanske minns att jag började spela DayZ i vintras? En ofärdig version av spelet släpptes och jag var all over det. Skrev om vuxenmobbningen i det. Och så. Jag fortsatte spela det. Jag skrev en månatligt återkommande dagbok i PC Gamer, där jag nedtecknade mina äventyr – tillsammans med mina två postapokalypsbuddies Patrick och Mattias.


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Spelet har fortsatt utvecklas under den här tiden. Nya vapen har tillkommit. Nya städer. Nya kläder. Nya sätt att interagera både med världen i sig och med andra spelare. Och under hela den här tiden med spelet – sedan i slutet på december förra året – har jag lyckats spela med samma karaktär. Trots att det är så mycket lättare att dö än att överleva i DayZ. Jag tappade snabbt räkningen på hur många zombier jag dödat. Och eldstriderna mot andra människospelare har varit många och hårda. Mitt i natten i utkanterna av Berezino. I ett brandstationstorn i Cherno. Jag har sett vänner dö, och själv klarat mig undan. Utan att fuska på något sätt.

Tills igår.


På vår vakt i Chernos mardrömslika förorter

Vi närmade oss ett flygfält som enligt ryktet skulle vara uppgraderat i senaste patchen. Det var jag, Patrick och Mattias. Jag och Mattias kom in från sydvästra hörnet samtidigt som Patrick kröp längst trädlinjen i sydöstra hörnet. Flygfält är av tradition fyllda med bra loot, och därmed också fulla av giriga människor (zombier är inte på något sätt det värsta du kan stöta på i DayZ). Samtidigt som Patrick ålade norrut klättrade Mattias upp i ett vakttorn för att täcka min framryckning. Jag smög längst insidan av den mur som omger flygfältet, i skydd av skuggan. När jag nådde fram till nästa vakttorn ropade jag fram Mattias. Nu var det min tur att täcka honom. Vid det här laget hade vi fortfarande inte sett någon annan i närheten.

Jag klättrar upp i tornet, som på sin höjd är fyra meter högt. Känner mig fruktansvärt oskyddad. Motorcykelhjälmen jag bär blänker i solen som en tom ölburk på en skyttebana. Jag går ner på huk i den lilla hytten och kränger av mig mitt SKS-gevär.


Posera med nymålad vapen vid jättestor sten

Det är då det händer. Animationen när jag tar geväret från ryggen trycker ut mig ur tornet, och jag faller handlöst mot marken. Eftersom fallet bara var knappt fyra meter långt hann jag inte ens reagera innan skärmen blev svart. Två korta meningar i rött. Mitt ben gör fruktansvärt ont. Jag är död. Kort därefter möt Patrick och Mattias en grupp på tre stycken banditer och blir ihjälskjutna.

Det här är något av det märkligaste jag varit med om i spelväg. Jag har lagt ner 60 timmar i den här karaktären. Eftersom det inte finns några erfarenhetspoäng eller liknande i spelet så förlorar jag inte mer än kläderna jag bär på kroppen, mitt vapen och min packning. Men ändå. Det tog mig 35 timmar att hitta den där ryggsäcken. Jag målade det där SKS-geväret själv, för hand, strax öster om Krasnostav. Mina kära gula timberlandkängor hittade jag mitt i det inferno som är Chernarus huvudstad. Och för bara någon vecka sedan satt vi runt en lägereld och filosoferade om livet. Det var jag som tände elden, med tändstickor jag burit på i säkert 20 timmar.

Nu är jag tillbaka på ruta ett igen. Längst ner i hackordningen. Endast utrustad med en t-shirt, en ficklampa och en högaffel som jag hittat i en unken ladugård. Vi får se hur länge jag kan överleva den här gången.

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